Anna's Journal

aww come on

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 05:39:29 GMT

After you die...
Reincarnated as Yourself

After death, you will be reborn again as yourself. You will live the same life, unbeknownst to you. However, you will have vivid moments of déjà vu, as you probably have now.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 05:03:40 GMT

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

How am I not shocked

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 02:58:41 GMT

You Are a Chick Rocker!

You're living proof that chicks can rock
You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas
And when you rock, you rock hard
(Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!)

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

lonely

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 06:09:35 GMT

i feel 100%alone right now

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 20:19:09 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Anna
Birthday:	June 15
Birthplace:	Boston, MA
Current Location:	Baltimore, MD
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'1
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	german/eastern european
The Shoes You Wore Today:	pumas
Your Weakness:	chocolate and eyes
Your Fears:	regret
Your Perfect Pizza:	that place by the pantheon in rome, yes i know
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	live
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol or brb
Thoughts First Waking Up:	do i have to get up
Your Best Physical Feature:	my eyes i guess
Your Bedtime:	really isnt one
Your Most Missed Memory:
Pepsi or Coke:
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither
Single or Group Dates:	depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappucino
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	yes
Do you Shower Daily:	yes!
Have you Been in Love:	ask me that in person
Do you want to go to College:	i'm in college
Do you want to get Married:	someday
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	yeah
Are you a Health Freak:	not really
Do you get along with your Parents:	sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	not in years
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	yes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	um a few months yes, but not recently
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	fast and painless
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	good question
What country would you most like to Visit:	Egypt, Greece, hell the entire world
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	anything exotic
Favourite Hair Color:
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	taller then me....
Weight:
Best Clothing Style:
Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own:	ipod
Number of Piercings:	less than more
Number of Tattoos:	tasteful rather than a number
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	none
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

this is how i feel

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 07:18:31 GMT

i am that child.
the child he looks at and wonders what went wrong,
i am the child that frustrates him because i am not him,
i am the child that dreams,
i am the child that hurts because of the recognition or lack there of,
i am that child that questions the definition of love.
i am that child.

Emo mood

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 06:01:56 GMT

If you are in an emo mood please tell the heck away from me, because I am tired of hearing about it. Thank you-a message brought to you from a tired(and yes cranky) anna

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 03:48:55 GMT

I just want her back.

stupid plague

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 20:21:30 GMT

Stupid goucher plague, I got it, actually I'm really finally getting over it which is amazing, other news, i've been busy trying and successfully not falling behind, yay!, oh and i slept a lot last night which makes everything oh so much better. okay time to read or go back to bed.

Sigh

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 07:10:41 GMT

*Sigh* I'm glad im putting myself out there to meet new people.. thats it. goodnight

Happy

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 02:36:54 GMT

I am happy for real. I may have my moments but right now I am truly happy, yeah I have a ton of work and pretty soon I will be in real panic mode, but as of right now I had a good day(yeah we lost but so what, I'm having fun and branching out) and then I came home and went out to dinner with two amazing people Leah and Beryn and now I am sitting here and pretty soon I'll either be watching a movie and doing some homework or watching a movie and doing some homework, yes it is saturday night and yes i know that, but I have work and it's something that has to get done before monday, considering it is stuff for my tests/quiz on monday, but otherwise things are good. I'm busy-which is great, still feeling hurt by somethings but I am trying to move on, its not easy but I'm trying which is an improvement. So what else....I've only got a few weeks until I am heading home(YAY) i cant wait to see my parents and the dog, although apparently she pees a lot, which might be a hassel but thats okay, i can deal with that. So in general, I am happy! i hope this mood lasts.

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 01:59:52 GMT

i feel alone.

time

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 00:01:00 GMT

So in one week from now I will be in Maryland. How weird is that, as of tomorrow i will have been home for 3 months. I cant believe it so much has happened, and yet it doesnt feel like i've been home for that long. It feels weird to say this but part of me doesnt want to go. I've got sophie here and she's adorable even if she's got razor-sharp puppy teeth. But also at goucher i'll be with my friends. i've started to pack and man is this room a bomb-zone, stuff everywhere i cant believe in 1 short week i'll be out of here. its a relief because i want to get out of belmont but at the same time i'm not ready to have to decide everything. i hate feeling like im in limbo.

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 22:51:07 GMT

argh, so today i walked around on benadryl for like 5 hours at camp. i was a total space-cadet. all because of a camper who smacked me in the face with a flake of hay-so i had an allergic reaction, yay...not! thank god for my great co's who looked after me and made sure i was doing okay and walking straight. i was totally having trouble standing for a few minutes...hmm. so basically 2 sessions ago i had a kid with the same exact name as my ex...i thought that was weird, but this week i have a kid who looks like the 9 year old version of a guy i met over the summer, now i'm creeped out. okay im going to shower before i crawl into bed/the couch and try to stay awake until 10.

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 00:56:53 GMT

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average
Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

pretty sweet!

Anna Charlotte Schlissel's Aliases

Your movie star name: Chips Gunther

Your fashion designer name is Anna Dublin

Your socialite name is AC Dublin

Your fly girl / guy name is A Sch

Your detective name is Horse Belmont

Your barfly name is Plum Meduri Sour

Your soap opera name is Charlotte Horace

Your rock star name is M&ms Plane

Your star wars name is Annsop Schian

Your punk rock band name is The Odd Car

The Amazing Meganame Generator

I couldnt resist

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 23:59:44 GMT

~*~Result nr 11~*~

Your power is: Transportation

Explanation: To simply matters you can,
all in all, transport your way to places. This
helps you get to places faster and be more
efficent. In combat that is also good since
your enemy will not know where you are and you
can get suprise attacks on him/her. For evil
purposes you can break in to bancs etc and rob
places. For good purposes you can save people
kidnapped in places (if you know where they
are) etc.
As a person you are always on the go and don't
like not having anything to do. You see boredom
as useless and try to avoid it. Therefor you
have many friends that can keep you occupied.
Other characteristics are that you're a nice
and easy-going person, and maybe even popular.
You are impulsive, energetic and just someone
looking for a fun time and adventures. People
can't be bored with you.
Negative aspects: You have a tendancy to
not stick with people and can get enemies when
you're not loyal. You can also back-talk people
which will make you less liked.

What Power is Compatible With You?
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Fri, 22 Jul 2005 02:16:03 GMT

Talk about a bad day. So today started off bad and straight downhill to worse. So basically i am feeling quite like an awful counselor and an awful person-great, just what i wanted to feel like. so apparently i'm too outgoing and i need to sit on the side at work for tomorrow and "observe" and basically i am not mad i am more hurt because of the way i was told that. i was sat down and had to have a talk-great, thanks guys, make me feel like i was under attack. I guess i have come to the conclusion that i only have 3 weeks left, but i thought everything was fine, and apparently i am totally wrong. great another bad day. Okay so now i am going to head off to bed, i think i should get some sleep.

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 02:52:58 GMT

grr i hate feeling guilty for being happy about something for once. why cant it ever work out right, oh year sure i'm being a horrible person for saying that, i know that but oh well, nothing i can do about it, other than i think i'll try and make myself feel better and head to bed. Good news is that camp is going well, i love the kids, my CIT's are good, and the people i work with are great. So in other words, everything was going great. Other news, the puppy arrives either on friday or saturday, depends on whether the breeder can drop her off or not, we shall see, so hopefully that will be great. opps way past bedtime, but i better go now.

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 23:04:44 GMT

You Are 35% American

America: You don't love it or want to leave it.
But you wouldn't mind giving it an extreme make over.
On the 4th of July, you'll fly a freak flag instead...
And give Uncle Sam a sucker punch!

How American Are You?

I'm not surprised at all

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 23:18:44 GMT

My puppy is so adorable....She's tiny though, like 4 lbs or so, maybe a bit bigger. She's a nice little ball of fluff. It was a long drive out since she's almost on the state line with NY, but it was well worth it. we're picking her up in 3 weeks(which is so exciting). Others news is scarce since i spent the day in the car, now its just unbelievably hot so i think i'm going to go crash inside of an air conditioned room for a bit.

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 02:22:26 GMT

Tomorrow morning I am going to visit Sophie, my 5 week old puppy. Its a weird feeling, I wont lie. We, my parents and I, got into the discussion of what would have happened if i had been home in april when they put miro down, looking back on it, it was a bad situation regardless of how one looks at it. Still it still hurts, but tomorrow i get to meet sophie and i'm excited. Not much happened today, i ran around like an absolute lunatic getting things done in this hot(it was about 100 degress) heat today. I made blueberry muffins that turned out nicely. Otherwise not much is new. I'm going to head off to an air conditioned room now, so that I will feel better.

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 02:24:37 GMT

Seeing as I havent posted in a long time, i'll preface this by saying a lot has changed for me lately. Well first of all I am now 19, and probably none the wiser. Camp has started again so I just finished up a week of insane training. It was okay....i really like one person i'll be working with, we have a lot in common and our teaching styles are similar. the other 2 people seem quieter, and i think all they need to be great are some experiences and some kids(seeing that we havent had any kids yet).I had to do farm chores monday thru thursday morning at 7am(owch) which meant i was getting up at 5:50am-I so wanted to die each time my alarm went off. Now i just have to be at work at 8 am. Other news is that my birthday kinda sucked. As usual people forgot....enough said. I didnt even get a birthday card from any of my friends so im feeling a bit hurt over that. maybe i'm being unreasonable but it still hurts. Anyway I am now remembering why I hate belmont so much-im so bored most of the time, but oh well nothing i can do. I feel like because i'm no longer at goucher i dont matter to some people-maybe i dont matter when im there. I'm not entirely sure. the good news is that im going to see my puppy on sunday-she's 5 weeks old. sorry this was entirely a rant, hopefully i'll try and update more often.

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 03:51:10 GMT

So here i am, sitting at home in Belmont. Can I say how weird it is. well it sure is. Tonight I saw Meg and I'm really glad I came home to see her and make sure she's okay. She's ALWAYS been there for me and I needed to be there for her regardless of how we drifted during high school. But we're closer now so I hope we stay in touch for ages to come. Which is weird cause for a long time I wanted to server all ties I had with Belmont. Apparently not, somewhere deep in my subconsciousness I wanted to stay friends with her. So lets see what else. I'm happy I came home, things happened and now I am away from the drama. It made me realize how lucky I am to be here at home with my parents and that everyone is okay. enough for now I'm off to go do something, who knows maybe shower. We shall see.

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 06:41:29 GMT

Well... Valentines day is officially over. Lately I've felt like there have been times when i had to do the "right thing". Well here's another time. Life sucks royally. Why is it that I have to shove anything I feel under a rug to make someone else happy. Second time in how long....oh yeah since i've been back. And I dont mean feelings as in lovey-dovey, I mean friendship. I am urked right now. I'm not sure what to do other then shovel them deep down into a hole cause i dont have any other options. Sorry this entry is rather down and depressing but my good mood got slashed and i havent been able to pull it back up to an okay level. Oh well not like im not used to this. well goodnight.

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 06:12:32 GMT

Life is interesting in many different ways. Here I am sitting on my bed at 12:58 in the morning thinking about life. Nothing like having a debate with oneself over the little stuff. Not thats not new. So lets see the past 24 hours. Wow, not sure where to begin. All that I have to say is that I cannot wait to go home I need to get out of this place. The drama is rediculus and the fact that stuff doesnt end-people need to feel like they have to relive it over and over and over...okay so maybe you get the point. Whatever though. I seriously want to go home this weekend, I wish I was it will be so nice to see my parents and Miro and be away from goucher and the people here. I need a break. It hasnt been that fun of a day, getting yelled at makes me feel pretty shitty, but not in the ways you would expect...i didnt spend hours tearing myself apart-the good news. I am so happy its friday, should be an interesting weekend but whatever I really dont care all that much. I'm going to try to sit down and get ahead in some of my reading, other then that friday and saturday night are going to be low-key, no clubbing, no partying, just me and sleeping and such. Isnt it kinda funny that all I want to do is sleep-well it might be because I spend so much of the day running around and am up till 2 or 3 and then I get up by 9 usually. enough said I just justified my own need for sleep. Oh right so next thursday my Literature and Film of the Holocaust class is going to the Holocaust Museum in DC-nothing like an uplifting field-trip. Lindsey's class is also going so it should be interesting, and at least I'm going with someone who knows me. My computer is being a pain...yet again I try not to understand it. I just hope it decides to get along with me again cause fighting with it never ends well. Thats it for now I truly wont write down my feelings/attitude right this second it isnt very nice at all.